"hell and fire...thus i hate myself"

hep soylerim, sevmem siir. yazmak soyle dursun, okumaktan acizimdir. ama cok sevdim bu iki siiri. tercumelerini yapmaya da calistim ama fazla amatorce oldugu icin simdilik bende duruyorlar. cevirmeyi arzu edenler lutfen cekinmesin, turkcelerini de yazalim.

ilki siir degil, bir ballad:

Lord Randal

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‘O I fear you are poisoned, Lord Randal, my son!
I fear you are poisoned, my handsome young man!’
‘O yes, I am poisoned; mother, make my bed soon,
For I’m sick at the heart, and fain wad lie down.’

‘What d’ye leave to your mother, Lord Randal, my son?
What d’ye leave to your mother, my handsome young man?’
‘Four and twenty milk kye; mother, make my bed soon,
For I’m sick at the heart, and fain wad lie down.’

‘What d’ye leave to your sister, Lord Randal, my son?
What d’ye leave to your sister, my handsome young man?’
‘My gold and my silver; mother, make my bed soon,
For I’m sick at the heart, and fain wad lie down.’

‘What d’ye leave to your brother, Lord Randal, my son?
What d’ye leave to your brother, my handsome young man?’
‘My houses and my lands; mother, make my bed soon,
For I’m sick at the heart, and fain wad lie down.’

‘What d’ye leave to your true-love, Lord Randal, my son?
What d’ye leave to your true-love, my handsome young man?’
‘I leave her hell and fire; mother, make my bed soon,
For I’m sick at the heart, and fain wad lie down.’

I Find No Peace

I find no peace, and all my war is done;

I fear and hope, I burn and freeze like ice;

I fly above the wind, yet can I not arise,
And nought I have, and all the world I seize on;
That looseth nor locketh holdeth me in prison,
And holdeth me not, yet can I scape nowise;
Nor letteth me live nor die at my devise,

And yet of death it giveth me occasion.
Without eyen I see, and without tongue I plain;
I desire to perish, and yet I ask health;
I love another, and thus I hate myself;
I feed me in sorrow, and laugh in all my pain.
Likewise displeaseth me both death and life,
And my delight is causer of this strife.

[Sir Thomas Wyatt (1503-1542)]